Simple Things

Well,
My prediction was completely wrong
You didn't make it
But...you just weren't reach your luck yet

Keep trying...don't stop
If you didn't get your luck on claycourt and grasscourt
Then you'll get it on hardcourt
It's just about surface and fortune

But, whatever happens
You're still the best
Nobody can't replace you
Because you're the first and only

Dukunganku

Ketika tanah liat menjadi rumput
Maka segala yang tak ada menjadi ada
Lima tahun penantian akan terjawab

Di sini
Di Wimbledon

A Bitter Truth

I just found out
The deepest, biggest truth about my school
But...I really am not glad to hear that
Instead, it's freaking me out

I thought all my dudes were normal enough to think before they do something
But I know I was wrong
Lots of them don't have any brains
I even wonder: are they humans?

It's hard to believe, I know
My school...and all the people in it
Everything has a dark side, I know
But...it's too dark for me, I'm not sure I will be able to handle this

Everything stinks
Why didn't I expect it before?
School is wilder than I thought
I know I'm a little bit wild, but at least my wildness still can be forgiven

God...
Please don't let me be one of them
I don't want to
They're just pieces of crap
And I know I'm a lot more precious than them

Biarkan Aku Meraihnya

Untaian kata meluncur deras
Dari bibirku ketika kupastikan kabar itu
Sujudku kupersembahkan padaMu
Sebagai perwujudan kebahagiaan tiada kira

Lapar dan haus tak terkira
Tiada sebanding dengan kebahagiaan yang Kau berikan
Kurelakan diriku berpanas-panas di bawah terik matahari
Karena kuyakin kata-kata tak cukup untuk berterimakasih
Atas hadiah yang Kau berikan

Betapa penyayangnya diriMu
Kau beri aku hadiah tanpa kuminta
Kuminta hati...Kauberi jantung
Tak kuasa aku berkata-kata

Tuhan
Berikan aku kekuatan
Untuk meraih hadiah tersebut sekali lagi
Yang terakhir sebelum perjuangan baru dimulai

Aku mohon, Tuhan
Biarkan aku meraih hadiah itu
Demi kekuatan yang baru untuk perjuangan yang baru
Akan kulakukan yang terbaik
Untuk mendapatkannya lagi

Aku mencoba
Terus mencoba
Akan kuraih
Pasti kuraih

I'm Thankful

I'm thankful
For these fourteen years that God give to me
And for the beautiful life that I have
I'm thankful for those

I'm thankful
For those great friends that God give to me
They are the most precious gift that I've ever had
I can't imagine how I live without them

I'm thankful
For these great days that God give to me
The days of my lives are the greatest days on the planet
How fabulous a day can be because of God's hand

I'm thankful
For being myself, being who I am
I know I'm not perfect, but you have no idea how I love being myself
Because I know that being myself is the best way for me to live

A Perfect Morning

I woke up today
I looked at the clock
It was ten am
Gosh...I thought...I missed Air Crash Investigation...again!

I looked at my pillow on the floor
I think I dropped it last night...I thought
I looked at my iPod
It didn't play a song anymore

I walked to my backpack
And then I took my economics worksheet
I tried to do the economics homework about taxes, but
I couldn't do that...payment taxes are really, really hard

I putted my economics worksheet on my table
I walked over to the door, and I got out from my room
I saw Dad with his laptop and a cup of tea
I smiled at him, and then he said, "Breakfast is ready."

I sat on the chair, and started turning my laptop on
I opened fanfiction.net, Facebook, blog, YouTube, and HPI forum
I watched a few videos on YouTube, and chatted with my friends on Facebook
I saw the newest comments of my note, Untitled

I looked at the clock, it was eleven am
Dad told me to take my breakfast
I walked to the dining room, and I saw a bowl of chicken porridge and crackers
And soybean curd with sausage...I ate that last night

I ate my chicken porridge, and after I done that,
I sat on my chair again
Watched YouTube, opened my Facebook
And saw a beautiful sunshine on the sky

God
I hope every morning can be as perfect as now
With a good site, a delicious breakfast, a beautiful sunshine
What can be more perfect in the world?

Suddenly

You know, I don't feel anything but happy when I took the eight grade
A little happiness because finally I'm a senior, hahaha
And I decide to be a pretty good rolemodel
And I'll take the juniors as my friends or my little sibling

But that's not exactly what I want to write
What I want to write is about changing

Changing
People change
Everything changes
It's a normal thing, I know

Well, maybe you feel what I feel now
My friends have changed
So fast and drastically
They're not being themselves anymore, you know

I know I've changed a lot too
But I still try to be myself
I love myself and my character
It's useless to try to be someone else

They used to be a regular kids, normal kids
Now they're being a...I don't know exactly how to call it
Somebodies new, perhaps?
I have no idea

I used to feel comfort when I was with them
But now I don't feel as comfort as I used to
Good thing that I have a lot of friends
If I don't feel comfort with somebodies, then I'll go out with other somebodies

I know it's a good thing to be changed
But why the hell are they changing so fast and drastically?
I miss the moments when we were laughing, smiling
And didn't think anything but laugh and smile

God, I miss those moments
Although I know they're not gonna happen again