Nights That You Spent Woken Up

Here I come
I had been waiting to comeback
Had you been waiting for me?
Had you?

I would like to tell you
About the awesome places I visited
And I would like to hear
About your condition when I left

Tell me about the nights that you spent woken up
Tell me about the nights that you were dreaming about me
I want to hear...I won't get bored
Tell me everything...tell me anything

Days without you were really painful
Nights without you were totally different
I was in the nowhere, without anyone to hold
So lonesome I was...I was getting frozen

Tell me about the days that you spent alone
Tell me about the days that I wasn't there
I promise you...that I won't get bored
Tell me everything...tell me anything

And one night I said to Him
Pleased Him to keep you safe and healthy
I prayed under the sky...I prayed under the stars
Pleased for you...for me...for us

Tell me about the times that you were spending
Tell me about the times that I wasn't spending
Tell me about any moments that I was missing
Tell me everything...tell me anything

And now I'm promising
That someday I will bring you
Wherever I go
You'll be with me

'Cause spend my days and nights alone
And I can't take it any longer
And I promise that I'll keep you safe
Because you belong with me

You're Beautiful

Rate: K
Disclaimer: I own nothing!
Genre: Romance/Angst

My life is brilliant

He always thought that his life was perfect. He was a pro tennis player, he already got major titles, and he was pretty rich and known as tennis superstar.

My life is brilliant
My love is pure
I saw an angel
Of that I'm sure

But then he knew that he was wrong, when he saw a woman playing a great tennis on the court. The woman that he was sure would change his life.

She smiled me on the subway
She was with another man
But I won't lose no sleep on that
'Cause I've got a plan

He couldn’t stop staring at her. He couldn’t take his eyes off of her. She realized that he was watching her, so she looked back and smiled at him.

But then a guy came to her, and gave her a soft kiss on mouth. His heart was broken, as he realized that she already someone’s.

You're beautiful…you're beautiful
You're beautiful...it's true
I saw your face in a crowded place
And I don't know what to do
'Cause I'll never be with you

The court was full with people who wanted to watch her practicing. He still stared at him, admiring a cute, beautiful face she had, and sometimes, stood with no expression on face when he saw her laughing or smiling. If only he could, he would came to her and talk a few things, but he couldn’t. He realized that he would never be with her.

Yes...she caught my eye
As I walked on by
She could see from my face
That I was f**king high

He stood up and still stared at her. He wanted to stop, but he couldn’t. Looking at her eyes was one of the most beautiful things he had ever done.

Then, she looked back at her. She saw her eyes. She caught that something was weird with the way he looked at her. But, she didn’t really care. She continued to practice, and her husband was watching and cheering for her.

And I don't think
That I'll see her again
But we shared a moment
That will last 'til the end

During the break season, she sat a little bit closer to him, and they began to talk about a few things, but not far from tennis. She looked at his brown eyes, and she felt something that she had never felt before, and so did he. They were having such a great moment that they would remember forever.

You're beautiful...you're beautiful
You're beautiful...it's true
I saw your face in a crowded place
And I don't know what to do
'Cause I'll never be with you

La...la...la...la...
La...la...la...la...
La...la...la...la...
La...la...

You're beautiful...you're beautiful
You're beautiful...it's true
There must be an angel
With a smile on her face

Then her husband came, and she began to pretend to smile like nothing happened. Although it was a fake smile, to him, it was the most beautiful smile that he had ever seen. He really wanted to kiss those lips, hugged her tightly and held her close, but then he realized that he couldn’t. She wasn’t his. She was someone else’s.

When she thought up
That I should be with you

He wouldn’t know that she thought the same way. She thought that he shall be with her. But he wouldn’t know. The only thing he knew was she wouldn’t be with her. That was all. After said a few words to her and her husband, he left the court with some strange feelings because he couldn’t and wouldn’t have her. He left the court without knowing what she really felt. And so did her.

But it's time to face the truth
I will never be with you

Changer

Il s'agit de changer
Tout change
Il semble bon
Mais pour moi, c'est une des choses pires que j'ai jamais fait face à

Il ya quelque chose de caché, je sais
Mais je ne suis pas en mesure de connaître la vérité
Si la vérité ne serait pas lui-même venu
Puis découvrez tout ce que je vais

Je ne suis pas prêt à tout cela
C'est une sorte d'arrogance, mais il est important
Parce que tout ce qu'ils feront sera un impact sur moi
Ne comprennent-ils pas?

Maintenant, je ne reçois sûr
Que je suis celui qui va tout découvrir
Je vais dire au monde entier sur la vérité
Je vais faire

Anyone But You

I can feel it
When we are together
So close, we are
And I can't see anyone else but you

I hold you tight
Feel your skin to mine, one on one
Smooth, it is
And I can't feel anyone else but you

I hear you breathing
Feel your warm breathe to my skin
Warm, it is
And I can't hear anyone else but you

I don't care what they say
They can say what they want to say
They can do what they want to do
I really don't care

We are in the middle of the crowd
But, to me, it's only you and me
I don't want to feel, I don't want to care about
Anyone else but you

Younger

I look at your face
Your sleeping, beautiful face
And as I stroke your cheek gently, I whisper,
"I'm getting old."

I hold your hand tightly
I feel your smooth skin
Such a beauty you are
And still young

Sometimes I thought that I was seventeen
But when I look at my reflection
I realize that I'm not as young as I used to be
But it doesn't bother me

Because of you
You make me feel years younger
You make me feel like I was a boy
And you always love me, no matter how old I am

So do I, Dear
No matter how old you will be
I promise I'll always be with you as long as possible
'Til the death do us apart

You're Ours

We still hope that we can see you
We still hope that we can cheer for you
We want you...
We want you...

We knows that it's impossible
But you're still our hero
We still remember all you've done
We still remember everything

You won in Melbourne...Paris
You won in New York City
You even won in Madrid
You won everything...everywhere

You're our real queen
You're our hero
You're our rolemodel
You're ours...

We'll always wait to see you
We'll always wait to clap our hands for you
We promise we'll never leave you
We do...

We were shocked in the beginning
We were crying...we were hurt
But we respected your decision
We would accept it as it was

But we still miss you
We're still waiting for you
No one can replace you
You're the first, only, and last...

Lots of people over there
But you're still our hero
You're still our real queen
You're still ours...

As Long as You're with Me

I will forget anything
I will give anything up just to be with you
I'll be ok...I won't be in bad condition
As long as you're with me

I'll run a hundred miles to chase you
I'll leave anything behind to see you
I can't just stay...no...I cannot
It's painful to be away from you

I don't care what people say
I don't care what will happen
If something has to be happen, then it will be
I will be fine...as long as you're with me

I just want to sit beside you
Just want to hold your close, tightly
I'm not afraid of everything
As long as I'm in your arms

I'm warmed when I see your eyes
I can just sitting and looking at them
I don't care about everything around us
As long as we're together

Well...there are many things under the stars
But, for me, it's just you and me
Standing here, holding each other tightly
Only you and me

Hero

You're the one
Yeah...we know much about you
So many people do
Because you're a hero for everyone

I still remember it well...it was a beautiful day
But...on that day there was nothing I could say
When you said you quit and stopped already
I was crying when you said that...I wasn't ready

I told myself, "It's not the end of everything.
It's the new beginning."
But I felt like it would be painful forever
The world will never be same...never ever

It was your decision
But I've always missed to see you as a champion
You said that you didn't miss to back to the world (again)
But I'm sure that you can still reach the gold (you still do)

I just hope that you already made the right pick
Because you're not a kind of weak
Now the only thing I can do is wishing you all the best
And let you breathing and taking some rest

There's nothing I can do
But trying to say goodbye to you
And tell you that you'll always place my heart...nobody else can do
I'm gonna miss you

If something has to be happening,
Then it will be
Anything can happen around me,
And you're still my hero

Don't Cry

I see you
And I know you're hurt
But I just want to ask you one thing
Don't cry

It hurts so much, I know
But don't let me see your tears
I just want to see you smiling
Because your tears will make things worse

Don't worry, here I am
You're the only reason why I come
Here, let me wipe your tears
And make you forget all the pain you feel now

Although you're defeated
And I'm sorry to see that
But I just want you to free from all the pains you have now
There are another chances for you winning the matches

For now
Take a rest, and try to smile
I'll be there for you, and I'll make you forget all the pains
I'll do anything to make you smile

Promise
Don't ever cry again
It hurts me so much to see you cry
And I know everybody just wants to see your smile

Silence

I know the truth
But I keep quiet
I'm sorry for hiding the truth
But I do this for everyone's sake

Yeah, I know I maybe the worst person in the world!
But I think I do the right thing for everyone
Just for you know, it's hurting me inside
Lying to my friend...can you imagine that!?

It's hard...it really is
But I can't find a better way to solve this
Can you?

Simple Things

Well,
My prediction was completely wrong
You didn't make it
But...you just weren't reach your luck yet

Keep trying...don't stop
If you didn't get your luck on claycourt and grasscourt
Then you'll get it on hardcourt
It's just about surface and fortune

But, whatever happens
You're still the best
Nobody can't replace you
Because you're the first and only

Dukunganku

Ketika tanah liat menjadi rumput
Maka segala yang tak ada menjadi ada
Lima tahun penantian akan terjawab

Di sini
Di Wimbledon

A Bitter Truth

I just found out
The deepest, biggest truth about my school
But...I really am not glad to hear that
Instead, it's freaking me out

I thought all my dudes were normal enough to think before they do something
But I know I was wrong
Lots of them don't have any brains
I even wonder: are they humans?

It's hard to believe, I know
My school...and all the people in it
Everything has a dark side, I know
But...it's too dark for me, I'm not sure I will be able to handle this

Everything stinks
Why didn't I expect it before?
School is wilder than I thought
I know I'm a little bit wild, but at least my wildness still can be forgiven

God...
Please don't let me be one of them
I don't want to
They're just pieces of crap
And I know I'm a lot more precious than them

Biarkan Aku Meraihnya

Untaian kata meluncur deras
Dari bibirku ketika kupastikan kabar itu
Sujudku kupersembahkan padaMu
Sebagai perwujudan kebahagiaan tiada kira

Lapar dan haus tak terkira
Tiada sebanding dengan kebahagiaan yang Kau berikan
Kurelakan diriku berpanas-panas di bawah terik matahari
Karena kuyakin kata-kata tak cukup untuk berterimakasih
Atas hadiah yang Kau berikan

Betapa penyayangnya diriMu
Kau beri aku hadiah tanpa kuminta
Kuminta hati...Kauberi jantung
Tak kuasa aku berkata-kata

Tuhan
Berikan aku kekuatan
Untuk meraih hadiah tersebut sekali lagi
Yang terakhir sebelum perjuangan baru dimulai

Aku mohon, Tuhan
Biarkan aku meraih hadiah itu
Demi kekuatan yang baru untuk perjuangan yang baru
Akan kulakukan yang terbaik
Untuk mendapatkannya lagi

Aku mencoba
Terus mencoba
Akan kuraih
Pasti kuraih

I'm Thankful

I'm thankful
For these fourteen years that God give to me
And for the beautiful life that I have
I'm thankful for those

I'm thankful
For those great friends that God give to me
They are the most precious gift that I've ever had
I can't imagine how I live without them

I'm thankful
For these great days that God give to me
The days of my lives are the greatest days on the planet
How fabulous a day can be because of God's hand

I'm thankful
For being myself, being who I am
I know I'm not perfect, but you have no idea how I love being myself
Because I know that being myself is the best way for me to live

A Perfect Morning

I woke up today
I looked at the clock
It was ten am
Gosh...I thought...I missed Air Crash Investigation...again!

I looked at my pillow on the floor
I think I dropped it last night...I thought
I looked at my iPod
It didn't play a song anymore

I walked to my backpack
And then I took my economics worksheet
I tried to do the economics homework about taxes, but
I couldn't do that...payment taxes are really, really hard

I putted my economics worksheet on my table
I walked over to the door, and I got out from my room
I saw Dad with his laptop and a cup of tea
I smiled at him, and then he said, "Breakfast is ready."

I sat on the chair, and started turning my laptop on
I opened fanfiction.net, Facebook, blog, YouTube, and HPI forum
I watched a few videos on YouTube, and chatted with my friends on Facebook
I saw the newest comments of my note, Untitled

I looked at the clock, it was eleven am
Dad told me to take my breakfast
I walked to the dining room, and I saw a bowl of chicken porridge and crackers
And soybean curd with sausage...I ate that last night

I ate my chicken porridge, and after I done that,
I sat on my chair again
Watched YouTube, opened my Facebook
And saw a beautiful sunshine on the sky

God
I hope every morning can be as perfect as now
With a good site, a delicious breakfast, a beautiful sunshine
What can be more perfect in the world?

Suddenly

You know, I don't feel anything but happy when I took the eight grade
A little happiness because finally I'm a senior, hahaha
And I decide to be a pretty good rolemodel
And I'll take the juniors as my friends or my little sibling

But that's not exactly what I want to write
What I want to write is about changing

Changing
People change
Everything changes
It's a normal thing, I know

Well, maybe you feel what I feel now
My friends have changed
So fast and drastically
They're not being themselves anymore, you know

I know I've changed a lot too
But I still try to be myself
I love myself and my character
It's useless to try to be someone else

They used to be a regular kids, normal kids
Now they're being a...I don't know exactly how to call it
Somebodies new, perhaps?
I have no idea

I used to feel comfort when I was with them
But now I don't feel as comfort as I used to
Good thing that I have a lot of friends
If I don't feel comfort with somebodies, then I'll go out with other somebodies

I know it's a good thing to be changed
But why the hell are they changing so fast and drastically?
I miss the moments when we were laughing, smiling
And didn't think anything but laugh and smile

God, I miss those moments
Although I know they're not gonna happen again

DON'T JUDGE A BOOK FROM ITS COVER

Right now I'm sad
Because they just see us by our skins
They never see our real skills
And they never give us chance

They must be know this quote:
"Don't judge a book from its cover."
But they still judge us from our cover
They always underestimate us

Just because we're from this class
Doesn't mean that we don't deserve any chances
We know we can prove that I'll get some dignity from them
But they never trust us

If we're from this class
They're not gonna trust us
If we're from that class
They're gonna trust us

They just see us from our covers
They never see the real us
They never see the truth inside us
They see our covers, and then judge us

I don't know how to speak to them
They probably won't listen to me
Because I'm from this class
And maybe they think I'm silly just because I'm from this class

Aku Ingin Berbeda

Aku ingin berbeda
Tak mau terikat dengan rantai penyetara
Tak ingin disamakan dengan orang kebanyakan
Karena aku bukan salah satu dari mereka

Aku tak mau sama
Aku ingin melakukan hal yang beda dan menggemparkan
Mengaduk emosi dan mengontrol hati
Membuat sesuatu yang tak pernah dipikirkan orang sebelumnya

Aku tak mau jadi biasa
Aku ingin memiliki karakter
Karakter yang unik yang hanya aku yang bisa membentuknya
Karena aku ingin menjadi manusia berkarakter langka dan hanya pernah ada satu dalam sejarah

Aku harus berbeda
Aku tak boleh sama
Perbedaan membentuk karakter,
Dan karakter yang uniklah yang diperlukan untuk menjadi manusia langka yang hanya ada satu dalam sejarah

Life

Life is a movie
With God as the director
Humans, devils, angels, animals, and plants as the casts
Destiny as the scenario
Academy Awards as heaven
And Razzies Awards as hell

Life is a a robe
Bad things and good things coil around each other
You have to through them whether you like or not

Life is an adventure
You can find anything in it
You can find something unexpected
You can find something weird, but it's written

Life is a track and field competition
You have to run as well as you can
And you will get heaven as the finish line

Life
Some people think that it stinks
Some people think that it beautiful
But I think it's a gift from God
And we have to make it as beautiful as we can