Suddenly

You know, I don't feel anything but happy when I took the eight grade
A little happiness because finally I'm a senior, hahaha
And I decide to be a pretty good rolemodel
And I'll take the juniors as my friends or my little sibling

But that's not exactly what I want to write
What I want to write is about changing

Changing
People change
Everything changes
It's a normal thing, I know

Well, maybe you feel what I feel now
My friends have changed
So fast and drastically
They're not being themselves anymore, you know

I know I've changed a lot too
But I still try to be myself
I love myself and my character
It's useless to try to be someone else

They used to be a regular kids, normal kids
Now they're being a...I don't know exactly how to call it
Somebodies new, perhaps?
I have no idea

I used to feel comfort when I was with them
But now I don't feel as comfort as I used to
Good thing that I have a lot of friends
If I don't feel comfort with somebodies, then I'll go out with other somebodies

I know it's a good thing to be changed
But why the hell are they changing so fast and drastically?
I miss the moments when we were laughing, smiling
And didn't think anything but laugh and smile

God, I miss those moments
Although I know they're not gonna happen again